why dont you start believing
believing in what is truly around you?
always and forever is simply not true.
you have the power
you have the strength
you have GOD.
depending on him is the only safe and healty dependence. and you know this.
so seriously, wake the fuck up, and realize who people truly are. stop trying to change everyone. stop trying to make people into more than they are. stop confusing your dreams with life. you are better than this. you are worth more. higher your standards and let yourself simply be okay alone.